Word vomit/ vent

Shoutout to Me from me (my best supporter)! (long personal post)

This week was HORRIBLE. Literally, the worst week in a realllllly long time.

Manny got sick last week, so we had a crappy weekend last weekend. Then he was “sick” all week and I got sick on Tuesday and I’m still fighting the BS allergies I’m up against right now. And all of that caused me to be an asshat to Victor, so we were fighting, and fighting with your best friend and life partner is literally the worst. I basically got depressed and was stuck at home and taking all the bs out on Victor.

Also, being sick and waiting for COVID results caused me to be out of work for 3 days, which made doing things at work really hard. && things just. kept. popping. up.

An event that I basically completely had planned for a month from now was moved up 2 weeks so basically everything has to change and over half of my helpers can’t help anymore so I have to find new helpers, and thennnnnn two IMPORTANT people are coming to my base the next week and I’m involved in the planning processes.. which don’t get me wrong I LOVE MY JOB… but there are challenges when everything is piling up at once.

BUTTTT I FINALLY finished my summer semester. WHICH this semester was literally the hardest semester of school ever…. not that the work was difficult because it was actually really easy stuff that I’m passionate about, it was just that I LITERALLY had 14 assignments a week. I’m not exaggerating, literally 14 a week, if not more with some extra credit opportunities that came up.

I also attended a mentorship luncheon that went awesome, and I actually felt valued at an Air Force thing for the first time in a really long time.

AND

I feel really awesome for the things I’m doing. I might not get recognized at work for it, but I have people in my corner that tell me I’m doing awesome (aka XOVO)